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Filed Under , on August 19th, 2017

Dream Control

By Seth Kabala

My newfound dwelling is dense and thick
With healthy Douglas Firs, not bumpkin clique

The journeys awaiting up there in the hills
Cast a shadow of worry, for head trauma, for thrills

Waiting with trepidation, I imagine my falls
I’ll slip on some rocks, and end not some–all

It’ll be a horrible ending
From which there will be no mending

No recovery to speak of
No nice perfume or cheap gloves

Just me and my cast
Wow, I had such a fucking blast

But that’s all fantastic, imaginary scenarios
Up here it’s all quiet–no iPods or radios

Up here it’s all tents; it’s trail mix; it’s health food
Up here it’s all about being a sane shrew

Up here’s it’s about listening to those thoughts you wanted filtered
Up here it’s about hearing and acting upon ideas that were pilfered

Down there there’s no one left to hatch an original thought
Not a single soul to drown out the noise of what’s lost

They need to understand the price that still stands
On the heads of the innocent, on the development of crowded lands

Who should this be? The ones who are here?
And if them, why them? They hold all the fear

Just wait until a challenge stands before them
Just wait until their escape is as friendly as a rose stem

Then they’ll see
Then they’ll flee

Then they’ll wish they had listened
Then they’ll wish they had christened

A new idea, a fresh idea, an idea that had merit
Something that could have stood a chance at succeeding were it not for the last awarded demerit

That was it, was’t it?
That was the final hit

That was the one that caused everything to burn
That was the one that made the dreamers turn

They’re going now, away from this new place
They’re going back to where ideas aren’t a waste

Working decades for a dream they can control
It’s all good; self-help is the easiest to cajole

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About: Seth Kabala
Seth is an entrepreneur, writer, musician, family man, and juggler of balls--big ones. He lives with his wife and three children in Portland, OR.

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